number of meanings

I was browsing the net when I accidentally hit this www.numerologist.com. At first I ignored it but when I realized that it’s a free numerology reading, I tried it!=) here it goes…

Hi there Charmaine,
I've been looking a little deeper at your numerology chart
Charmaine, and here is what I have found:
I see you floating in a sea of endless time - great vistas and a feeling of lifetimes behind and ahead of you. I get the feeling of urgency with you Charmaine, things that must be done, lessons that must be experienced. I sense the rhythm of life, the cycles we all experience.

From your Life Path in combination with your Soul Urge, I get the impression that you have a pleasant personality, and are generally liked by others. You can be easily hurt at times, and as a result are more careful with displaying your feelings than you used to be. (sabehh?=)

Charmaine, I sense that you are a very busy person who is always on the go. The more you have on your plate, the better. At times you wish you had less to do, but you would be totally lost if you woke up one morning and found nothing at all to do! This couldn't happen, of course, as every time you get a space you seem to fill it up very quickly. You'll be just as busy in late life as well ... in fact you won't get time to grow old, you'll just simply keep on growing! (naman!=)

Having said that, it's not surprising you need a break after this past year. Let's face it - we all need a little breathing space now and again to re-charge our batteries. Remember to take time to smell the roses! (I need a break? I’ll have a kitakat!=)

Charmaine, you have had a few worries recently about money, but you know you have the power to solve them. While it's been a bit of a bumpy ride financially these past couple of years, the next 18 months or so will be a lot easier. (BONGGA!=))

Looking at your Personal Days and Personal Months, you should be pleased Charmaine ... it shows that shortly you will receive some pleasant news. It is nothing momentous, but is sufficient to raise your sights and hopes. It is good news. (can’t wait!)

I sense a period early on in your life - teenage years perhaps - when you felt misunderstood, as if you couldn't really get close to anyone, as it you are walking on the outside of life. These feelings very occasionally reoccur. (wahahahah!!di kaya!)

You are a very special person Charmaine. The experiences you undergo are all for a very special purpose, one I'm sure you are not aware of yet. Nevertheless, you are progressing in exactly the right direction. Your timing is good and you are learning from every experience. I don't know if you believe in reincarnation, but I get the feeling that you are a highly evolved person, as if you have lived many times before. In time you will have much to offer the rest of us. (NAKS!=)

Romantically, it has not always been easy, and your outlook on life has changed because of this. The future is much easier in this regard than in the past. (past is past do not discuss!)

Charmaine, you have sometimes wondered if you have made the right decisions at times, and it looks as if you have. You work best when you make your own mind up on things, though it is useful to ask other people for advice before you make your own mind up. (most of the time!)

I see some travel in your future, and several new horizons beckoning. Your progress in this world has not always been as fast as you would like, but I can see significant growth in the future. (go!!=))
You tend to feel you have a lot of unused capacity, and that people don't always give you full credit for your abilities. (tamaaaaah!!)

I can see you happy and productive in your old age, surrounded by friends and family. You are of above average intelligence, and will keep on learning all the way through life. (wow ah!)

Charmaine, this is just the smallest glimpse of what numerology can show you about your past, your present, and your future. I have something truly exciting I'd like to share with you, where you can get a "sneak peak" into the surprising future that awaits you:
Sample Numerology Reading for Charmaine
Yours in Numbers,
Blair
Numerologist.com

The day after that he again send me a letter through e-mail…I just selected the important or should I say the interesting part because it’s toooooo long, even me got bored with it. Here’s the result:
Hi again Charmaine,

Charmaine, you have a very interesting numerology chart! Based on your date of birth (October 19, 1987), along with your name as given at birth (Charmaine Santos Belarmino), your numerology chart tells you that:

- Your 'Life Path' is *9*
- Your 'Expression' is *6*
- Your 'Soul Urge' is *8*

This is indeed a very unique combination of numbers!

The Number Nine
The Humanitarian, Religious, Charitable, Philanthropic, Duty, Calling, Mission, Obligations, Hardship, The Higher Self, Spirit Guides, Mysticism, Faith, Angel on Earth, Faith in Mankind, Optimist, Suffering, Self-sacrifice, Karma, Enlightenment, Divine Wisdom.


The Number Six:
The Protector, Provider, Healer, Nurturing, Children, Empathy, Intuition, Sympathy, Quality, Sustenance, Love of Community, Unconditional love, Circulation, Economy, Agriculture, Charity, Balance, Grace, Evolution, Simplicity, Sorcery.

The Number Eight:
The Manifesting, Wealth, Power, Riches, Status, Material, Pragmatism, The Ego, Provision, Aggregation, Dictatorship, Multiples, Business, Investment, Employment, Appearance, Customs, Skills, Exchange, Reality, World Transformation.
Until next time ...
Sincerely,
Blair Gorma
Numerologist.com

Naloka ko!di naman talaga ko naniniwala sa ganito eh..pero parang gusto ko na maniwala!=))ahahaha may part na parang kilala talaga ko si Blair Goma..di kaya?(tingin mo?=)

.o8.17.

Four years ago(exact date)… I did the most stupid decision ever! I don’t remember what pushes me to do that. Maybe for fun, experience or should I call it adventure? But I never knew that it would change my whole life.

I entered into a wrong relationship, yes! I was once a mistress. I’m not proud of it but at least I never regret it because at that very moment I was the happiest person I know. Everybody was against our relationship. Of course who would accept us? My family? (I don’t think so!) His Family? (IMPOSSIBLE!) So we were like those couples in teleserye (You & Me against the world) but despite all that we still lasted for 1 year, 4 months, and 3 weeks (to be exact). Those times, I never felt that I was just another girl, and I thank him for not making me feel that way. He spends most of his time with me and not with the real one.

We did the usual BOYFRIEND-GIRLFRIEND activities…
Dating, Malling, Watching-Movies-Together, Texting-Till-We-Drop, Updating-Each-Other, and we even Celebrated-Special-Occasions… but it was never easy, one has to compromise (and CONGRATULATIONS! ‘cause I was the one who have to adjust for the situation, it's my choice anyway.)

Malling is the most exciting yet difficult thing to do. We can’t just scroll in the mall and show the whole world how much inloved we are! (Need I have to explain why?!=)

Dating and Watching-Movies becomes our routine. Since he knew where the real one usually hangs out, we go the other way. Good thing, the real one is not fond of watching movies and night life (good thing for us, bad thing for her!=)

Upadating-Each-Other… Of course we have to inform one another where, why, how, what’s happening when we’re not together. Just a text will do. No need to expect for a reply especially when he’s with the real one. I’m happy with that set-up because it’s as if Araw ng Kalayaan for me. I can go wherever I want with whoever it is (He’s a bit strict especially when it comes to my drinking sessions).

Textting-Till-we-drop!oooopppss… wait it’s texting till I dropped. We used to text each other the whole day until he arrives home. We have to stop it and wait for the real one to sleep. If I’m not mistaken it’s around 10:30-11:30pm. There comes a time that I’m sleepy already sleepy, I’ll do something just to make sure I’ll reply as soon as he texts.
Spell S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E?

Celebrating-Special-Occasions together? Of course! But it’s either advanced or late especially on those legal holidays. I experienced celebrating Valentine’s Day on the 13th of February, Christmas on the 23rd of December and January 3 as our New Year, his birthday will be celebrated a day after the real date because he has to celebrate it with his family (remember family first=). But my birthday should be celebrated on the exact date no matter what!

I sacrificed a lot for that relationship…Sometimes it made me think if it’s still worth all the pain and effort but I always ended up loving him more…





**How it ended? I’ll make another blog for that!=))

thanks badong for my hair!♥

this is how my hair evolved since i trusted my brother(BADONG) to cut my hair!=))
(i envy him for he has an artistic hands!=)

this is how long my hair was before he did his experimentation..


then... jaaaarrraaaaaannn!!!!

my first haircut from him..infairness!Ü


eto pa oh!=))



lui's birthday..'08


backview..



short's party..(christmas party sponsored by lui)'08


here's another shot..


nicca's birthday bash @decades('08)


sunday club @ antipolo




3rd year 1st sem?




letran studio tour (3rd year 2nd sem)




nang maadik na ko sa pagpapagupit...bolinao (summer'08)


sean's birthday (jan 2009)


ojt days..(may 2009)




this is what made me decide na magpahaba na uli ng hair...jig and cha's wedding!(abay eh!=)di naman bagay!HAHA


another reason..graduation!!!feeling ko kasi di bagay sa toga ang short hair eh!Ü


my recent haircut!Ü he's having his training at EDSalon and he needed a model..siyempre super support ako!♥


backview...


while watching snn (interview with alesandra derossi)
MEYN:pa-fullbangs kaya ko?
BADONG:tara gupitan kita!
MEYN:sige pero mild lang ah...
result:


tapossss....

WAHAHAHAHHA!siyempre echos lang yan!=P

ano kaya next?=))


**for those who wants to experience his artistic hands..just send him a message here...badong

PAPA's GIRL♥

I was once a papa's girl...a self-proclaimed PAPA'S GIRL!=)

When he's still around I live like a PRINCESS!That time, i believe that what MEYN wants MEYN gets, and it's true (that time=)! Whatever i asked for, he will give it to me. Simple things that makes me happy (cellphone, clothes, accessories, toys...what else could you ask for).

We used to escape from my mama and kuya's. We went to malls and all i have to do is stay in the fitting room and wait for the clothes he choses. SHOP 'TILL I DROP!!

We used to watch movies together without my mama knowing it.

We used to attend mass every Sunday. After mass, bonding with the whole family wherever our car took us(out of towns or around the area). And of course I won't go home without buying anything! Such a spoiled BRAT!

I remember one time, I wanted to join my cousin's swimming party. Papa didn't allow me to join (that time I think I was only 12 or 13)...I cried the whole night, He did everything to stop me but I didn't. So he decided that we are just going to follow them the next morning. I stop crying and told him no need!I moved on already(HAHA!)

Another instance, when I was in grade school, my friends pick me up because we have a swimming bonding somewhere in Bulacan (imagine I was only in grade school)! Of course
he didn't allow me again. That time crying is no longer effective to him so what i did was I didn't talk to him the whole day (another bratinela move). The next morning we all went to the beach!HAHA successful!

When the time cellphone craze hits our country, of course I was one of those people who will do everything just to have it. So I told my papa that I want one, after a couple of weeks I already have it. Not a high-end phone but at least I have.

That time the evolution of cellphone became so fast, here comes the 5110 which my friends already had. For me to be able to have it, I didn't use the phone he gave me. I just left it in the room to the point that I can't find it anymore. I was so scared because I knew that Papa will surely get mad. He went home carrying a box. I didn't know what to say or do because he might find out what happened to my phone. He gave me the box and guess what... It was a Nokia 5110!=))


Before, I didn't appreciate all those things...but now I'm badly missing it!=(
How I wish I became the perfect daughter he always dreamed of.. I knew it's a bit too late but I'm doing everything to be the best daughter that he will be proud of!

MISSYOU PA!...SOOOOO MUCH!!!=(

THESIS LIFE.

I want to go back to college...
The time when my only problem was thesis.


It is where formulating a problem is the most difficult part...
Why should i make a problem a problem?
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And of course you have to find the answers to the problem you made...
Another problem!


Then here comes the never-ending revisions...
Your own works are being judge by others...
You have nothing to do but to follow because they believe that they know better than you...REVISE!REVISE!REVISE!!!


And it doesn't end there...
You are oblige to defend it...
Whatever criticism you receive, you have to stand for what you believe!



HOW I WISH LIFE WAS AS SIMPLE AS THAT...

But in reality,
You are creating your own problem...
Accidentally or intentionally it is still you who made it!

Revise...revise...revise!
Your revisions are based from the people around you...
Advices, sermons..etc..etc..
Some are good some are not...

But at the end you will only see yourself defending what you did
And standing for what you believe!

REMEMBER IT'S YOUR LIFE NOT THEIRS!

There's a lot of similarities between THESIS and LIFE but there is also a big difference...