Four years ago(exact date)… I did the most stupid decision ever! I don’t remember what pushes me to do that. Maybe for fun, experience or should I call it adventure? But I never knew that it would change my whole life.
I entered into a wrong relationship, yes! I was once a mistress. I’m not proud of it but at least I never regret it because at that very moment I was the happiest person I know. Everybody was against our relationship. Of course who would accept us? My family? (I don’t think so!) His Family? (IMPOSSIBLE!) So we were like those couples in teleserye (You & Me against the world) but despite all that we still lasted for 1 year, 4 months, and 3 weeks (to be exact). Those times, I never felt that I was just another girl, and I thank him for not making me feel that way. He spends most of his time with me and not with the real one.
We did the usual BOYFRIEND-GIRLFRIEND activities…
Dating, Malling, Watching-Movies-Together, Texting-Till-We-Drop, Updating-Each-Other, and we even Celebrated-Special-Occasions… but it was never easy, one has to compromise (and CONGRATULATIONS! ‘cause I was the one who have to adjust for the situation, it's my choice anyway.)
Malling is the most exciting yet difficult thing to do. We can’t just scroll in the mall and show the whole world how much inloved we are! (Need I have to explain why?!=)
Dating and Watching-Movies becomes our routine. Since he knew where the real one usually hangs out, we go the other way. Good thing, the real one is not fond of watching movies and night life (good thing for us, bad thing for her!=)
Upadating-Each-Other… Of course we have to inform one another where, why, how, what’s happening when we’re not together. Just a text will do. No need to expect for a reply especially when he’s with the real one. I’m happy with that set-up because it’s as if Araw ng Kalayaan for me. I can go wherever I want with whoever it is (He’s a bit strict especially when it comes to my drinking sessions).
Textting-Till-we-drop!oooopppss… wait it’s texting till I dropped. We used to text each other the whole day until he arrives home. We have to stop it and wait for the real one to sleep. If I’m not mistaken it’s around 10:30-11:30pm. There comes a time that I’m sleepy already sleepy, I’ll do something just to make sure I’ll reply as soon as he texts.
Spell S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E?
Celebrating-Special-Occasions together? Of course! But it’s either advanced or late especially on those legal holidays. I experienced celebrating Valentine’s Day on the 13th of February, Christmas on the 23rd of December and January 3 as our New Year, his birthday will be celebrated a day after the real date because he has to celebrate it with his family (remember family first=). But my birthday should be celebrated on the exact date no matter what!
I sacrificed a lot for that relationship…Sometimes it made me think if it’s still worth all the pain and effort but I always ended up loving him more…
**How it ended? I’ll make another blog for that!=))
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